Good greif, this just keeps on happening dosen't it? i get back to posting and then life rushes me screaming "do this and this and this and this and this!!!!". well, here i am again, and i'm going to be doing my best to keep to some sort of regular posting time, not sure what it'll be yet though. i've been doing so much, now that my last year of HS has rolled up on me. it's so weird saying i'm a senior. you think about being a senior when you're in middle school, and you think you're going to be so diffrent and grown up, but then when it actually happens, you really don't feel any diffrent or grown up.
  • Current Music
    far from home~ five finger death punch

(no subject)

1601. What's on your key chain besides keys?
A pin that says " you can't spell slaughter without laughter", my rave cactus pin, and my ID

1602. How do you feel about endangered species?
i think it's important to protect the animals and their habitats

1603. What was the last CD you bought?
the gang's all here~ dropkick murphey's

1604. Do you like feather pillows?
yes, they're really soft and pillowy

1605. How about water beds?
meh....they're fun to play on, but i wouldn't sleep on one

1606. Who or what do you feel the deepest responsibility towards?
my friends and family

1607. How long is forever?
as long as it needs to be

1608. Who is your favorite family member?
i don't really have favorites, i love all of my family members

1609. Who would you be afraid to have angry at you?

1610. Does this survey feel like it will never end?

1611. Have you ever eaten any kind of food off of someone else's body?
ewwww! no!

1612. Do you like the direction your life is going in?
yes, for the most part

1613. Are you a traditional person?
not really. i am in some areas but not in others

1614. Have you ever felt like the victim of societal injustice?
yes, but i think everyone who dosen't meet societal norms does

1615. What feelings or thoughts do you repress?
feelings of anger and disgust

1616. What makes you feel ecstatic?
horseback riding

1617. What was your biggest mistake in the past three months?
going out riding in a tank-top without wearing sunscreen

1618. York Peppermint Patti or Reece's Peanut butter Cups?

1619. What are your feelings, if any, about Hugh Hefner?

1620. What is your specialty?
my specialty is horseback riding or novel writing i guess

1621. Have you ever had a stalker?

yes :(

1622. Have you ever been a stalker?

1623. Ideally, how far would you like to live from your nearest neighbor??
a couple miles

1624. What would you do if a teacher accused you of cheating when you really weren't?
prove, calmly and logically, that i didn't
Or if that doesn't apply to you..

What would you do if a manager accused you of stealing when you really weren't?

1625. What store would you most like a $10,000 (about 5900 British pounds) gift certificate to? world market or mabey teavanna

1626. What would you most like to reincarnate as?
a horse or a bat

1627. What's in your undie draw...besides undies?
socks and bandannas

1628. How many languages can you say HELLO in?

1629. If your whole country had to listen to you talk for ten minutes what would you talk about?
i'm not sure...mabey about how we need more money for the arts and more sports, rather than just football

1630. Do you have a guardian angel?

1631. Do you smoke?

1632. Who is more successful, Bill gates or Mother Theresa?
they're both successful in diffrent ways

1633. What band T-shirts do you own?
paramore, flogging molly, dropkick murphey's metro station

1634. What is your favorite thing that is red?
my nail polish

1635. Have you ever worn mismatched socks on purpose?

1636. Do you check nutrition labels?

1637. Most Mcdonalds value meals are about 1,500 calories (the amount of calories an average person needs in one whole day) and over 1,000 of those calories are from fat. What do you think about this? that's really really depresing, but unsuprising

1638. If you could delete someone's diary would you if:

They didn't agree with you? of course not.

They were rude/obnoxious to you? mabey

They wrote rude entries? mabey

1639. Have you ever worn:

A dress or a skirt if you are a guy?

A tie if you are a girl? no

1640. Do you trust people at restraunts who handle your food that they aren't doing anything gross to it while you can't see them? mostly

1641. How do you wear your hair each day?
long and straight

1642. Have you ever worn:

A gas mask? yes

A blindfold? yes

1643. Would you be willing to go hang gliding?

1644. What is the difference between a man's button down shirt and a woman's button down shirt?
woman's shirts are more form fitting

1645. Have you ever taken a lock of someone else's hair?

1646. Have you ever given anyone a lock of your hair?
no, but my mom has a lock of mine from when i was a baby

1647. If you had a locket what would you put inside?
a picture

1648. Is blood a turn on for you?
NO!!! that's gross

1649. Have you ever written anything in your own blood?

1650. Have you ever drank, slurped or licked someone else's blood?
quality do you value most highly in others?
loyalty and respect

1669. What is your opinion of the current political climate in your country?
it's not good, that's for sure

1670. In some high schools attendance of pep rallies is mandatory. How would you feel in this situation?
i think that's really stupid. some schools don't have enough room in the gyms for everyone

1671. Could you possibly fall in love with a prostitute?

1672. What do you think of these names:

Elton: i like it

Billy: meh

Dwayne: the bathtub! i'm getting pwuney!!

Betsy: ross

Liz: i have a good friend whose nickname is Liz

Linda: ehh

1673. What is one situation you want to avoid ever happening to you?
having to pick between saving my child and saving my husband

1674. Low fat or fat free?
Low fat

1675. Are you cowardly?

1676. Do you ever feel less than fresh?
yes, especially right after riding

1677. Whose number is 867-5309?


1678. Have you ever written something on a bathroom wall?

1679. When was the last time you fell down in public?

at the farm.i was chasing a horse, dogging gopher holes and the grass was slick

1680. Are you more aggressive or mellow?

1681. What have you done with your self to keep your life worth living?

given my time to others

1682. What is the most incredible thing you can do?
I don't know at the moment

1683. Do you bury your pets, flush them, or throw them away?
bury them

1684. Do you get embarrassed when someone shows off baby pictures of you?

1685. Who has made the biggest sacrifice for you?
my mom

1686. What's your favorite thing that is yellow?

1687. Do you take any vitamins or drugs?

1688. What's the coolest HTML code you know?

1689. If you had to change your diary name what would you change it to?
The great batsby

1690. Do you want to grow old with someone?
of course!!!

1691. Do you ever read entries titled 'leave notes'?

1692. Do you ever read entries titled 'please read'?

1693. Have you ever played Dungeons and Dragons?
I'm getting into it for the first time right now

1694. Have you ever played Magic the Gathering?
no, but i really want to

1695. Have you ever played Vampire the Masquerade?
no, never heard of it. now i'm going to have to research it

1696. Have you ever played Risk?
i think so

1697. Of the above mentioned four games which one is most appealing to you?

1698. What have you complained for so long about having to do that you could've accomplished it by the time you were finished complaining?
cleaning my room

1699. When was the last time you went out of your way to be cheerful and friendly, even when you felt like punching everyone around you?
last week

1700. Do you treat others better or worse than yourself and why?
better, because i'm not fond of being overly cruel
  • Current Music
    far from home~ five finger death punch

(no subject)

1501. What did you think of the movie Black Hawk Down?
I've never actually watched it start to finnish

1502. What movie has the most surprising ending ever?
woman in black?

1503. What are you currently angry at?
nothing really

1504. Who is harder to please, you or your lover?
i don't really have a lover, and i'm not too hard to please...so neither i guess

1505. What is the most dramatic thing you have ever done for attention?
i went at my hair with a pair of siccors once when i was younger

1506. What do you have issues with?
stupid people

1507. There is a nuclear war and your fallout shelter has room and supplies enough for two. No one knows about the fallout shelter but you. Who do you choose to take in (Remember, the person you choose is the only person you will know in 5-15 years when you can come above ground again)?
my best friend Amie

1508. Do you have any fillings?

1509. What do you do when you are home alone that you cannot do when other people are at home?
dance around and sing

1510. Have you ever had a near death experience?

1511. Do you read on the toilet?


1512. Are you afraid of a global nuclear war?

1513. If there was a global nuclear war would you expect to be a survivor?
i should hope so

1514. How often do people try to talk to you while you are in the bathroom?
not very often

1515. Have you ever swam in the ocean?

1516. Have you ever built a sandcastle?

1517. Do you feel comfortable in a bathing suit?
not really

1518. What would be the best season of the year to get married?

What would be the best day?
the 13th

1519. What are 2 things that the perfect ___ would do?

Boy/girlfriend: make me laugh and snuggle with me

Parents: not nag and give me money for good grades

Friend: be weird with me, and hug me

Teacher: never give homework or count anything late

Doctor: tell you what's going on, friendly

1520. If someone you loved was seriously miserable for a long period of time what would you do to help cheer him or her up?
anything and everything

1521. What was the best year of your life so far?
junior year

1522. When people are born is it predetermined whether they will be a good or bad person?

1523. What is your least favorite bodily function?

1524. Does the weather affect your mood?

1525. If you were underground for 5 years what would you miss the most?
the wind and rain and sun

1526. What do you think of the movie Blast from the Past?
never seen it

1527. If you were on death row (if you don't feel evil enough to really ever get there, imagine that you have been wrongly accused and wrongly convicted) what would you want your last meal to be?
beef stroganov, chocolate malt, and three layer super chocolate cake

1528. How would you want to die (electric chair, gas, lethal injection, hanging)?
firing squad

1529. Who would you want with you when you died?
my parents and significant other if i had one

1530. What would your last words be?
alas, poor kitsune, i hardly knew me

1531. What is your favorite summer song?
pumped up kicks

1532. Has anyone ever broken a promise to you?

1533. Have you broken a promise to anyone else?

1534. Do you eat red meat?

1535. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
not sure

1536. What would you consider a blessed event?
every day

1537. What would you consider a miracle?
the joy and beauty horses can bring to even the hardest life

1538. Here's a list of dead rock stars. How big of a loss to the music industry was each one?

Dave Williams: not much i'm guessing, since i don't know who he is

Ian Curtis: ?

Aaliah: she's rock? i thought she was R&B

Rozz Williams: IDK

Elvis: really big, although i'm not too found of him

Tupac: again, isn't this guy R&B?

Michael Hutchence: big?

Sid Vicious: big?

Jimi Hendrix: even i know this was big

1539. What are the most cruel words someone could say to you?
that i'm fat and useless

1540. Would you rather catch your parents in bed or have them catch you?

1541. If someone offered you $1,000 to cheat on your boy/girlfriend, would you do it?
never, ever

1542. Would you rather date someone 3 years younger than you, or 15 years older?
15 years older i guess, even though i'm fairly sure that's illeagle in some states

1543. Would you rather like your guy/girl more than s/he likes you, or have him or her like you more?
can't we love eachother equally?

1544. Which is better, the rush of kissing a new person for the first time, or the comfort of kissing the same person a hundred times? the comfort of kissing the same person for the 100th time

1544. If you could read your boy/girlfriends mind, but only by letting him or her read yours, would you do it?

no, because i like my thoughts to be mine alone unless i choose to share them, and i know most people are like that too

1545. Would you rather lose your bathing suit to a huge wave right in front of a cute lifeguard, or your whole family?
cute lifegaurd i guess....but that's probably just my immature teenager talking

1546. Is truth sometimes stranger than fiction?

1547. Do you look back and laugh at things that hurt or were embarrassing at the time?
sometimes. sometimes it just hurts too much to laugh

1548. Would you like to live in the Playboy Mansion?


1549. Have you ever looked in anyone's wallet that wasn't yours?

1550. What time and date is it?
8:12 PM January 18th

1551. What song would you (or have you) sung karaoke?
breath by anna nalick

1552. Do you run through the sprinkler on a hot day?

1553. Could you survive without:

Electricity: doubtful

Heat: if i'm still living in texas, yeah probably

Air conditioning: hell no

TV: mabey

Radio: NO

A car: perhaps

1554. Would you ever consider shaving your head?

1555. What is one thing that will happen to you less than 24 hours from now?
I'll hopefully get to ride Homer

1556. What age would you want to stay forever?

1557. What is the softest part of your body?
my hair

1558. What would make your day if it happened right now?
archery lessons

1559. What are you thinking about?
lots of stuff

1560. Are you on:

Drugs: does lactaid count as a drug?

The road to nowhere: nope

The crazy train: you kidding me?! i'm the conductor of the crazy train!

1561. Do you say everything to people's faces or do you talk behind their backs?
i'm a really blunt person, so i'll probably just say it to their face

1562. What is gone that will never come back?
being a child

1563. What's your biggest turn on?
an accent

1564. Have you ever made love in an elevator?

1565. Are you spiritually dead?

1566. What's your favorite care bear?
DEATH BEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1567. Do you like the music of Warren Zevon?
yeah, it's pretty fun

1568. Have you ever wanted a picture painted onto your car?

1569. Are you an alien in a red striped jumpsuit who plays guitar in a band?
i'd tell you, but then i'd have to kill you

1570. If you aren't an alien in a red striped jumpsuit who plays guitar in a band then who is?

1571. How many private entries do you have?

1572. Are you clumsy?
not really, although i do have my moments

1573. As you get older will you let your looks go or have plastic surgery?
i'm just going to let myself age naturally

1574. If you wear contacts or glasses would you ever consider laser eye surgery?

1575. What is the most expensive thing you own?

1576. What do you think of when you hear the word 'cell'?

1577. Have you ever had goat's milk?
i've had goat cheese

1578. Do you care how Jennifer Anniston lives her life?

1579. If there was a 'penny per page' internet tax would you pay it?

hell no

1580. Do you treat your pets like family members?
of course

1581. Have you ever eaten tofu?
not that i'm aware of

1582. Do you believe that the 'war on drugs' is effective?
not really

1583. What would you like to have 435 of (anything but money)?
new books

1584. How many people know the password to your diary besides you?

1585. Do you like Calvin and Hobbes?

1586. Have you ever thought of deleting your diary?
no way

1587. Have you ever thought of moving to OD+?


1588. Do 48 hours need 48 thrills?

1589. Who do you know that acts phony?

1590. Do you like American Pie?

1591. What is the last law you broke?
i jaywalked

1592. Have you ever run away from home?
yes. once or twice. i didn't go very far though

1593. Have you had a good feeling today?

1594. What was it?

1595. Did your parents pretend their was a tooth fairy and slip money under your pillow?


1596. If yes, how much per tooth?

a dollar

1597. Is there a difference between art and crafts?


1598. Have you ever tried out for something?
jumior high volleyball team

1599. Did you make it?
no, but i became the manager

1600. What's your favorite lullaby?
all the pretty little horses
  • Current Music
    C'est la mort! the civil wars


i discovered a marvelous instance of a FWP (First World Problem) today on yahoo, the source for articles on all sorts of first world problems. In this case it was a man in Australia who measured his foot long and found it was only 11 inches long. he posted a picture of it on facebook and started a trend of people measuring their footlongs to see how long they are. apparently most people came up with 11 to 11.5 inches.

Really people? While children are starving in Africa and Men and Women who fought for our country are ending up on the streets, you're worried about a whole INCH TO HALF AN INCH OF BREAD ON YOUR SUB?!?!?!?!? you should just be grateful you have someplace to buy a sub, let alone the money to buy one! there are MUCH more important things in life than a small amount of bread on a sandwhich!
  • Current Music
    crazy~ simple plan

(no subject)

1401. Do you like your movies and books to be more lighthearted or serious?
i like both. it really depends on what it's about and how i'm feeling

1402. What's more important, first impressions or lasting impact?
lasting impact because first impressions can be misleading

1403. Order these areas of psychological health from what you need the least improvement in to what you need the most improvement in: physical, emotional, social, intellectual, environmental, spiritual
intellectual,social,environmental,spritual,emotional, physical

1404. Do you react appropriately to things and control your feelings?
not always. i try to though

1405. Do you have stable relationships?

1406. Do you need to be in a relationship to feel good about yourself?
no. i don't need a man to make me happy. i can create my own happiness

1407. Which is the most clear and concise, your thoughts, your speech or your writing? Which is the least clear and concise?
my writing is probably the most clear, my speech is the least

1408. Are you always trying to learn new things?

1409. Do you feel at peace?

1410. Do you have strong morals and ethics that you believe in and adhere to?
yes, i try to adhere to them as much as possible

1411. Are you over or under weight?
just a smidge over

1412. Do you think of the needs of all humanity or just the needs of yourself and those you know?
mostly the needs of myself and those around me, but i try to thinjk of humanity as much as possible

1413. Do you recycle?

1414. Are you active in your community?

1415. Are you sensitive to the needs of others?
i try to be

1416. Do you dress up to go to the mall?
sometimes. usually i'll put on a flattering shirt and nice jeans and makeup

1417. Have you ever been on anti depressants?

1418. Name a part of your body.

Give that part of your body a name.

1419. Is fourteen your lucky number?

nope. 13

1420. What could make you lose respect for someone?
if they were cruel to animals and other people

1421. Is ignorance really bliss?
sometimes. depends on what you're ignorant of

1422. What can be described as 'even better than the real thing'?

1423. Are you jealous that dog can lick their own genitals?
Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww no!!!!!!!

If you could do that would you ever leave the house?
no. i would be to ashamed

1424. What's in your wallet right now?
money, cards

1425. Do you write letters that you never send?

1426. Do you ever get the feeling people are laughing at you?
ALL THE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1427. Who's the one person you'd like to drop a house on?
many people

1428. Have you ever been swept off your feet?

1429. Tell me why you don't like Mondays:
because it means the weekend is over and i have to go back to school

1430. In the Harry potter series the books seem to be getting darker and more serious with each new release. Do you like this change or do you prefer the story to be light?
yes, because it shows that they're growing up and accepting their fates

1431. How often do you update your diary?
as often as i can

1432. What do you mostly write about in your diary?
what's going on in my life, this survey. but i'm going to have more stuff up. less of the survey and more of quiz results and my life

1433. How many quizzes and/or surveys do you have in your diary as entries?
just this one survey. but i plan to have more later

1433. How many forwards does your diary contain?


1434. What is your writing style like?
not sure

1435. How honest are you in your diary?
fairly honest

1436. Why do you write in your diary?
becasue it's a way to connect with other people and write about my opinion

1437. Do you have a comet cursor on your diary description?


1438. Do you ever chat online?


1439. Have you ever met someone from online?

How'd that go?

1440. What's your favorite horror:

Movie? lady in black



1441. Have you ever caught a mistake in a movie?

1442. Have you ever seen that munchkin who supposedly hangs himself in the Wizard of Oz?

If yes, how/when should someone look for it?

1443. If you had to give yourself a letter grade (A, A-, B, B-, C, C-, D, D-, F) for things how would you grade yourself on:


Being a decent human being:

Being serene (calm, peaceful):


Anger management:

Creative thinking:


Being an original:

Knowing yourself:

Being true to yourself:

Getting along with others:

Liking yourself:

Admitting your flaws:

Self improvement:

1444. Are you kinky?
NO!! i don't think i'm old enough to be kinky

1445. How would you feel if twice a week you could wake up next to the person you love?
it would be nice i guess

1446. Out of all the people you know who is most likely to be one of the great minds of our time?

1447. Have you ever been to:



A bar?

A house party?

A rave?

A goth club?


A punk show?

A hip hop club?

What sounds like the most fun out of that list?
a goth club

1448. So far, have you changed around any of the questions on this survey?


1449. Are you crying on the inside?
a little

1450. Are you afraid of the future?
a little bit
1451. What will you dress up as this year for Halloween (if you celebrate it)?
lady van hellsing or my steampunk alter ego
1452. Do you think of some people as not worthy of being your friend?


1453. If you won $1,000 every week until you die, would you still go to school?

Would you still get a job?

1454. What's the most difficult job you can think of?


1455. If you could decorate your room with any theme you wanted what would you pick?
world cultures or steampunk

1456. Of the following bands which would you be most likely to check out?

roxy music (70's glam)

the magnetic fields (current indie rock): this one

kraftwerk (experimental electronic rock)

1457. You and your boy/girlfriend have been together 6 months or longer.... One day s/he wants to go to a strip club with his/her friends to hang out. It's guys/girls night out and you aren't invited. Would you be upset by this?
a little bit, but i would try to trust him to stay faithful

1458. Can a person avoid dying if he or she does not believe in death?
no. just because you don't believe in something dosen't mean it dosen't exist

1459. If someone sings songs that they don't write and they don't play any instruments or mix the songs or have any creative input at all..Are they a musician?
not really

1460. What do the following stand for:

hypertext markup language

frequently asked questions

food and agriculture organization

in my honest opinion

human imunodiffeciancy virus

acuired imunodeficiancy virus

rythm and blues

1461. What does the world owe you?

the chance to make something of myself

1462. Do you read plays and books or just get the cliff notes?

1463. What do you want to get out of life?
everything i can

1464. Do you know what is really important to you?

1465. What trend has been getting on your nerves lately?
so many!!!!!!

1466. Do you forgive yourself when you make a mistake?

1467. What tiny little very small thing has made you hugely happy?
i lit a match and candle!!!!

1468. Can you read body language well?
sort of

1469. Do you look people in the eye when you talk?
i try to

1470. Do you notice if they aren't looking you in the eye?

1471. Are you alert to opportunities?
i try to be

1472. Puppet Yoda or digital Yoda?

1473. Do you look like the person you want to be?
a little, but there's still work to be done

1474. Do you behave like the person you want to be?
i try to

1475. Some children were asked 'how would you make your marriage work?' One child, Ricky, age ten, said: 'Tell your wife she looks pretty, even if she looks like a truck.' Is this good advice?
sort of. you should love your wife regardless of what she looks like, but you shouldn't lie

1476. Do you visualize your goals and dreams?

1477. 4x + 3 = 15

What is the value of x?

1478. Do you keep yourself organized?

1479. Does anyone really win an argument?
not really

1480. Have you ever had champagne?
yes. it's gross

1481. Do you strive for perfection?
not really

1482. Name one thing you understand.

1483. Whatever it is are you afraid of it?
not afraid so much as cautious and careful. but you should be when you're around an animal 3 times your size

1484. Do you dislike being told what to do?

1485. If you had a cat would you have it declawed?

1486. Do you prefer lobster, clams, or crab meat?
crab meat

1487. What do you think about guys who don't wear underwear?
it's gross

1488. What do you think about girls who don't wear bras?

1489. Do you ask for what you want?

1490. What are you against?
lots of things

1491. How many notes does your diary have?
not sure

1492. Ace of Base or Enya?

1493. What makes you feel awkward?
watching people make out

1494. Have you ever been to teenopendiary.com, and if yes, how does it compare to opendiary.com?

1495. If you were going to switch to another diary website, which one would you go to?

1496. Do you believe that certain books should be removed from high school libraries?
mabey a couple

1497. How do you feel about gay and lesbian marriages?
i'm cool with it

1498. Can you rearrange the letters in your name to form any other words(check here if you aren't sure http://www.wordsmith.org/anagram/)?
fate sine

1499. What is the sexiest moment in a movie?

1500. Do you have a favorite stand up comedian?
jeff dunham or david lynch
  • Current Music
    all the wild horses~ ray lamontagne

in memory

it's been a bit of a rough weekend. I found out Friday night that a girl I volunteer with was murdered by her boyfriend on new year's day. her funeral was Friday, and i'm really upset about it. I liked her from the moment I met her. she was kind and friendly and brave. i don't think she had a mean bone in her body. she will be sorely missed.
  • Current Music
    all the wild horses~ Ray Lamontagne