HOLY HECK OF A LONG TIME BATMAN!!!!

Good greif, this just keeps on happening dosen't it? i get back to posting and then life rushes me screaming "do this and this and this and this and this!!!!". well, here i am again, and i'm going to be doing my best to keep to some sort of regular posting time, not sure what it'll be yet though. i've been doing so much, now that my last year of HS has rolled up on me. it's so weird saying i'm a senior. you think about being a senior when you're in middle school, and you think you're going to be so diffrent and grown up, but then when it actually happens, you really don't feel any diffrent or grown up.
  • Current Music
    far from home~ five finger death punch

(no subject)

1601. What's on your key chain besides keys?
A pin that says " you can't spell slaughter without laughter", my rave cactus pin, and my ID

1602. How do you feel about endangered species?
i think it's important to protect the animals and their habitats




1603. What was the last CD you bought?
the gang's all here~ dropkick murphey's




1604. Do you like feather pillows?
yes, they're really soft and pillowy



1605. How about water beds?
meh....they're fun to play on, but i wouldn't sleep on one



1606. Who or what do you feel the deepest responsibility towards?
my friends and family




1607. How long is forever?
as long as it needs to be



1608. Who is your favorite family member?
i don't really have favorites, i love all of my family members



1609. Who would you be afraid to have angry at you?
charlie



1610. Does this survey feel like it will never end?
no



1611. Have you ever eaten any kind of food off of someone else's body?
ewwww! no!



1612. Do you like the direction your life is going in?
yes, for the most part



1613. Are you a traditional person?
not really. i am in some areas but not in others



1614. Have you ever felt like the victim of societal injustice?
yes, but i think everyone who dosen't meet societal norms does



1615. What feelings or thoughts do you repress?
feelings of anger and disgust



1616. What makes you feel ecstatic?
horseback riding



1617. What was your biggest mistake in the past three months?
going out riding in a tank-top without wearing sunscreen



1618. York Peppermint Patti or Reece's Peanut butter Cups?
both!!!!!



1619. What are your feelings, if any, about Hugh Hefner?
blech!!



1620. What is your specialty?
my specialty is horseback riding or novel writing i guess





1621. Have you ever had a stalker?

yes :(





1622. Have you ever been a stalker?
nope


1623. Ideally, how far would you like to live from your nearest neighbor??
a couple miles



1624. What would you do if a teacher accused you of cheating when you really weren't?
prove, calmly and logically, that i didn't
Or if that doesn't apply to you..

What would you do if a manager accused you of stealing when you really weren't?



1625. What store would you most like a $10,000 (about 5900 British pounds) gift certificate to? world market or mabey teavanna




1626. What would you most like to reincarnate as?
a horse or a bat



1627. What's in your undie draw...besides undies?
socks and bandannas



1628. How many languages can you say HELLO in?
8



1629. If your whole country had to listen to you talk for ten minutes what would you talk about?
i'm not sure...mabey about how we need more money for the arts and more sports, rather than just football



1630. Do you have a guardian angel?
yes



1631. Do you smoke?
nope



1632. Who is more successful, Bill gates or Mother Theresa?
they're both successful in diffrent ways



1633. What band T-shirts do you own?
paramore, flogging molly, dropkick murphey's metro station



1634. What is your favorite thing that is red?
my nail polish



1635. Have you ever worn mismatched socks on purpose?
ALL THE TIME!!!!!!



1636. Do you check nutrition labels?
sometimes



1637. Most Mcdonalds value meals are about 1,500 calories (the amount of calories an average person needs in one whole day) and over 1,000 of those calories are from fat. What do you think about this? that's really really depresing, but unsuprising




1638. If you could delete someone's diary would you if:




They didn't agree with you? of course not.



They were rude/obnoxious to you? mabey



They wrote rude entries? mabey




1639. Have you ever worn:



A dress or a skirt if you are a guy?


A tie if you are a girl? no




1640. Do you trust people at restraunts who handle your food that they aren't doing anything gross to it while you can't see them? mostly




1641. How do you wear your hair each day?
long and straight



1642. Have you ever worn:

A gas mask? yes

A blindfold? yes





1643. Would you be willing to go hang gliding?
MOST DEFINANTLY




1644. What is the difference between a man's button down shirt and a woman's button down shirt?
woman's shirts are more form fitting



1645. Have you ever taken a lock of someone else's hair?
no



1646. Have you ever given anyone a lock of your hair?
no, but my mom has a lock of mine from when i was a baby



1647. If you had a locket what would you put inside?
a picture



1648. Is blood a turn on for you?
NO!!! that's gross



1649. Have you ever written anything in your own blood?
yes



1650. Have you ever drank, slurped or licked someone else's blood?
no
quality do you value most highly in others?
loyalty and respect



1669. What is your opinion of the current political climate in your country?
it's not good, that's for sure



1670. In some high schools attendance of pep rallies is mandatory. How would you feel in this situation?
i think that's really stupid. some schools don't have enough room in the gyms for everyone



1671. Could you possibly fall in love with a prostitute?
doubtful




1672. What do you think of these names:



Elton: i like it



Billy: meh



Dwayne: the bathtub! i'm getting pwuney!!



Betsy: ross



Liz: i have a good friend whose nickname is Liz



Linda: ehh




1673. What is one situation you want to avoid ever happening to you?
having to pick between saving my child and saving my husband



1674. Low fat or fat free?
Low fat



1675. Are you cowardly?
no



1676. Do you ever feel less than fresh?
yes, especially right after riding



1677. Whose number is 867-5309?

jenny's


1678. Have you ever written something on a bathroom wall?
no



1679. When was the last time you fell down in public?

at the farm.i was chasing a horse, dogging gopher holes and the grass was slick


1680. Are you more aggressive or mellow?
Aggressive




1681. What have you done with your self to keep your life worth living?

given my time to others


1682. What is the most incredible thing you can do?
I don't know at the moment



1683. Do you bury your pets, flush them, or throw them away?
bury them



1684. Do you get embarrassed when someone shows off baby pictures of you?
OH MY GOD YES!



1685. Who has made the biggest sacrifice for you?
my mom



1686. What's your favorite thing that is yellow?
sunflowers



1687. Do you take any vitamins or drugs?
lactaid



1688. What's the coolest HTML code you know?
IDK



1689. If you had to change your diary name what would you change it to?
The great batsby



1690. Do you want to grow old with someone?
of course!!!



1691. Do you ever read entries titled 'leave notes'?
no



1692. Do you ever read entries titled 'please read'?
no



1693. Have you ever played Dungeons and Dragons?
I'm getting into it for the first time right now


1694. Have you ever played Magic the Gathering?
no, but i really want to


1695. Have you ever played Vampire the Masquerade?
no, never heard of it. now i'm going to have to research it




1696. Have you ever played Risk?
i think so




1697. Of the above mentioned four games which one is most appealing to you?
DnD

1698. What have you complained for so long about having to do that you could've accomplished it by the time you were finished complaining?
cleaning my room



1699. When was the last time you went out of your way to be cheerful and friendly, even when you felt like punching everyone around you?
last week



1700. Do you treat others better or worse than yourself and why?
better, because i'm not fond of being overly cruel
  • Current Music
    far from home~ five finger death punch

(no subject)

1501. What did you think of the movie Black Hawk Down?
I've never actually watched it start to finnish

1502. What movie has the most surprising ending ever?
woman in black?



1503. What are you currently angry at?
nothing really



1504. Who is harder to please, you or your lover?
i don't really have a lover, and i'm not too hard to please...so neither i guess



1505. What is the most dramatic thing you have ever done for attention?
i went at my hair with a pair of siccors once when i was younger



1506. What do you have issues with?
stupid people



1507. There is a nuclear war and your fallout shelter has room and supplies enough for two. No one knows about the fallout shelter but you. Who do you choose to take in (Remember, the person you choose is the only person you will know in 5-15 years when you can come above ground again)?
my best friend Amie



1508. Do you have any fillings?
nope



1509. What do you do when you are home alone that you cannot do when other people are at home?
dance around and sing



1510. Have you ever had a near death experience?
nope



1511. Do you read on the toilet?

nope


1512. Are you afraid of a global nuclear war?
nope



1513. If there was a global nuclear war would you expect to be a survivor?
i should hope so


1514. How often do people try to talk to you while you are in the bathroom?
not very often



1515. Have you ever swam in the ocean?
yes



1516. Have you ever built a sandcastle?
yes


1517. Do you feel comfortable in a bathing suit?
not really



1518. What would be the best season of the year to get married?
fall


What would be the best day?
the 13th



1519. What are 2 things that the perfect ___ would do?




Boy/girlfriend: make me laugh and snuggle with me



Parents: not nag and give me money for good grades



Friend: be weird with me, and hug me



Teacher: never give homework or count anything late



Doctor: tell you what's going on, friendly



1520. If someone you loved was seriously miserable for a long period of time what would you do to help cheer him or her up?
anything and everything



1521. What was the best year of your life so far?
junior year



1522. When people are born is it predetermined whether they will be a good or bad person?
nope



1523. What is your least favorite bodily function?
uhhhmmm.....farting?



1524. Does the weather affect your mood?
somewhat




1525. If you were underground for 5 years what would you miss the most?
the wind and rain and sun



1526. What do you think of the movie Blast from the Past?
never seen it



1527. If you were on death row (if you don't feel evil enough to really ever get there, imagine that you have been wrongly accused and wrongly convicted) what would you want your last meal to be?
beef stroganov, chocolate malt, and three layer super chocolate cake













1528. How would you want to die (electric chair, gas, lethal injection, hanging)?
firing squad



1529. Who would you want with you when you died?
my parents and significant other if i had one



1530. What would your last words be?
alas, poor kitsune, i hardly knew me



1531. What is your favorite summer song?
pumped up kicks



1532. Has anyone ever broken a promise to you?
yes



1533. Have you broken a promise to anyone else?
yes




1534. Do you eat red meat?
yes




1535. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
not sure




1536. What would you consider a blessed event?
every day




1537. What would you consider a miracle?
the joy and beauty horses can bring to even the hardest life




1538. Here's a list of dead rock stars. How big of a loss to the music industry was each one?




Dave Williams: not much i'm guessing, since i don't know who he is



Ian Curtis: ?



Aaliah: she's rock? i thought she was R&B




Rozz Williams: IDK



Elvis: really big, although i'm not too found of him



Tupac: again, isn't this guy R&B?



Michael Hutchence: big?



Sid Vicious: big?




Jimi Hendrix: even i know this was big




1539. What are the most cruel words someone could say to you?
that i'm fat and useless



1540. Would you rather catch your parents in bed or have them catch you?
neither



1541. If someone offered you $1,000 to cheat on your boy/girlfriend, would you do it?
never, ever



1542. Would you rather date someone 3 years younger than you, or 15 years older?
15 years older i guess, even though i'm fairly sure that's illeagle in some states



1543. Would you rather like your guy/girl more than s/he likes you, or have him or her like you more?
can't we love eachother equally?




1544. Which is better, the rush of kissing a new person for the first time, or the comfort of kissing the same person a hundred times? the comfort of kissing the same person for the 100th time





1544. If you could read your boy/girlfriends mind, but only by letting him or her read yours, would you do it?

no, because i like my thoughts to be mine alone unless i choose to share them, and i know most people are like that too


1545. Would you rather lose your bathing suit to a huge wave right in front of a cute lifeguard, or your whole family?
cute lifegaurd i guess....but that's probably just my immature teenager talking



1546. Is truth sometimes stranger than fiction?
yes



1547. Do you look back and laugh at things that hurt or were embarrassing at the time?
sometimes. sometimes it just hurts too much to laugh



1548. Would you like to live in the Playboy Mansion?

NOOOOO!!!!!!!!!


1549. Have you ever looked in anyone's wallet that wasn't yours?
yes



1550. What time and date is it?
8:12 PM January 18th

1551. What song would you (or have you) sung karaoke?
breath by anna nalick

1552. Do you run through the sprinkler on a hot day?
sometimes



1553. Could you survive without:



Electricity: doubtful



Heat: if i'm still living in texas, yeah probably



Air conditioning: hell no



TV: mabey



Radio: NO



A car: perhaps




1554. Would you ever consider shaving your head?
no



1555. What is one thing that will happen to you less than 24 hours from now?
I'll hopefully get to ride Homer



1556. What age would you want to stay forever?
22



1557. What is the softest part of your body?
my hair



1558. What would make your day if it happened right now?
archery lessons



1559. What are you thinking about?
lots of stuff



1560. Are you on:



Drugs: does lactaid count as a drug?



The road to nowhere: nope



The crazy train: you kidding me?! i'm the conductor of the crazy train!




1561. Do you say everything to people's faces or do you talk behind their backs?
i'm a really blunt person, so i'll probably just say it to their face



1562. What is gone that will never come back?
being a child



1563. What's your biggest turn on?
an accent



1564. Have you ever made love in an elevator?
EEEEEWWW! NO!!!!




1565. Are you spiritually dead?
no



1566. What's your favorite care bear?
DEATH BEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




1567. Do you like the music of Warren Zevon?
yeah, it's pretty fun




1568. Have you ever wanted a picture painted onto your car?
nope



1569. Are you an alien in a red striped jumpsuit who plays guitar in a band?
i'd tell you, but then i'd have to kill you




1570. If you aren't an alien in a red striped jumpsuit who plays guitar in a band then who is?
*silence*




1571. How many private entries do you have?
none




1572. Are you clumsy?
not really, although i do have my moments




1573. As you get older will you let your looks go or have plastic surgery?
i'm just going to let myself age naturally




1574. If you wear contacts or glasses would you ever consider laser eye surgery?
YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


1575. What is the most expensive thing you own?
IDK



1576. What do you think of when you hear the word 'cell'?
biology



1577. Have you ever had goat's milk?
i've had goat cheese

1578. Do you care how Jennifer Anniston lives her life?
nope



1579. If there was a 'penny per page' internet tax would you pay it?

hell no


1580. Do you treat your pets like family members?
of course



1581. Have you ever eaten tofu?
not that i'm aware of


1582. Do you believe that the 'war on drugs' is effective?
not really

1583. What would you like to have 435 of (anything but money)?
new books



1584. How many people know the password to your diary besides you?
none



1585. Do you like Calvin and Hobbes?
yes



1586. Have you ever thought of deleting your diary?
no way



1587. Have you ever thought of moving to OD+?

nope


1588. Do 48 hours need 48 thrills?
HUH?



1589. Who do you know that acts phony?
nope



1590. Do you like American Pie?
no.



1591. What is the last law you broke?
i jaywalked



1592. Have you ever run away from home?
yes. once or twice. i didn't go very far though




1593. Have you had a good feeling today?
yes



1594. What was it?
hapiness



1595. Did your parents pretend their was a tooth fairy and slip money under your pillow?

yes





1596. If yes, how much per tooth?

a dollar


1597. Is there a difference between art and crafts?

nope


1598. Have you ever tried out for something?
jumior high volleyball team







1599. Did you make it?
no, but i became the manager



1600. What's your favorite lullaby?
all the pretty little horses
  • Current Music
    C'est la mort! the civil wars

FWP

i discovered a marvelous instance of a FWP (First World Problem) today on yahoo, the source for articles on all sorts of first world problems. In this case it was a man in Australia who measured his foot long and found it was only 11 inches long. he posted a picture of it on facebook and started a trend of people measuring their footlongs to see how long they are. apparently most people came up with 11 to 11.5 inches.

Really people? While children are starving in Africa and Men and Women who fought for our country are ending up on the streets, you're worried about a whole INCH TO HALF AN INCH OF BREAD ON YOUR SUB?!?!?!?!? you should just be grateful you have someplace to buy a sub, let alone the money to buy one! there are MUCH more important things in life than a small amount of bread on a sandwhich!
  • Current Music
    crazy~ simple plan

(no subject)

1401. Do you like your movies and books to be more lighthearted or serious?
i like both. it really depends on what it's about and how i'm feeling

1402. What's more important, first impressions or lasting impact?
lasting impact because first impressions can be misleading



1403. Order these areas of psychological health from what you need the least improvement in to what you need the most improvement in: physical, emotional, social, intellectual, environmental, spiritual
intellectual,social,environmental,spritual,emotional, physical


1404. Do you react appropriately to things and control your feelings?
not always. i try to though


1405. Do you have stable relationships?
sometimes.

1406. Do you need to be in a relationship to feel good about yourself?
no. i don't need a man to make me happy. i can create my own happiness



1407. Which is the most clear and concise, your thoughts, your speech or your writing? Which is the least clear and concise?
my writing is probably the most clear, my speech is the least

1408. Are you always trying to learn new things?
yes.


1409. Do you feel at peace?
sometimes

1410. Do you have strong morals and ethics that you believe in and adhere to?
yes, i try to adhere to them as much as possible


1411. Are you over or under weight?
just a smidge over


1412. Do you think of the needs of all humanity or just the needs of yourself and those you know?
mostly the needs of myself and those around me, but i try to thinjk of humanity as much as possible


1413. Do you recycle?
yes


1414. Are you active in your community?
yes


1415. Are you sensitive to the needs of others?
i try to be




1416. Do you dress up to go to the mall?
sometimes. usually i'll put on a flattering shirt and nice jeans and makeup



1417. Have you ever been on anti depressants?
nope



1418. Name a part of your body.
tounge

Give that part of your body a name.
hrothgar



1419. Is fourteen your lucky number?

nope. 13


1420. What could make you lose respect for someone?
if they were cruel to animals and other people




1421. Is ignorance really bliss?
sometimes. depends on what you're ignorant of




1422. What can be described as 'even better than the real thing'?
MP3s



1423. Are you jealous that dog can lick their own genitals?
Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww no!!!!!!!


If you could do that would you ever leave the house?
no. i would be to ashamed



1424. What's in your wallet right now?
money, cards




1425. Do you write letters that you never send?
yes.



1426. Do you ever get the feeling people are laughing at you?
ALL THE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




1427. Who's the one person you'd like to drop a house on?
many people



1428. Have you ever been swept off your feet?
yes



1429. Tell me why you don't like Mondays:
because it means the weekend is over and i have to go back to school



1430. In the Harry potter series the books seem to be getting darker and more serious with each new release. Do you like this change or do you prefer the story to be light?
yes, because it shows that they're growing up and accepting their fates



1431. How often do you update your diary?
as often as i can



1432. What do you mostly write about in your diary?
what's going on in my life, this survey. but i'm going to have more stuff up. less of the survey and more of quiz results and my life



1433. How many quizzes and/or surveys do you have in your diary as entries?
just this one survey. but i plan to have more later



1433. How many forwards does your diary contain?

one






1434. What is your writing style like?
not sure




1435. How honest are you in your diary?
fairly honest



1436. Why do you write in your diary?
becasue it's a way to connect with other people and write about my opinion




1437. Do you have a comet cursor on your diary description?

nope



1438. Do you ever chat online?

sometimes



1439. Have you ever met someone from online?
no


How'd that go?




1440. What's your favorite horror:



Movie? lady in black



Book?

idk









1441. Have you ever caught a mistake in a movie?
no



1442. Have you ever seen that munchkin who supposedly hangs himself in the Wizard of Oz?
no


If yes, how/when should someone look for it?




1443. If you had to give yourself a letter grade (A, A-, B, B-, C, C-, D, D-, F) for things how would you grade yourself on:




Happiness:
B


Being a decent human being:
C


Being serene (calm, peaceful):
D


Kindness:
B


Anger management:
C


Creative thinking:
A-


Modesty:
A-?


Being an original:
B


Knowing yourself:
B


Being true to yourself:
B


Getting along with others:
C


Liking yourself:
D


Admitting your flaws:
C


Self improvement:
C

1444. Are you kinky?
NO!! i don't think i'm old enough to be kinky



1445. How would you feel if twice a week you could wake up next to the person you love?
it would be nice i guess




1446. Out of all the people you know who is most likely to be one of the great minds of our time?
charlie


1447. Have you ever been to:



Church?
yes


Temple?
no


A bar?
yes


A house party?
yes


A rave?
no


A goth club?

no

A punk show?
no


A hip hop club?
no



What sounds like the most fun out of that list?
a goth club




1448. So far, have you changed around any of the questions on this survey?

no


1449. Are you crying on the inside?
a little



1450. Are you afraid of the future?
a little bit
1451. What will you dress up as this year for Halloween (if you celebrate it)?
lady van hellsing or my steampunk alter ego
1452. Do you think of some people as not worthy of being your friend?

no


1453. If you won $1,000 every week until you die, would you still go to school?
yes

Would you still get a job?
yes



1454. What's the most difficult job you can think of?

teacher


1455. If you could decorate your room with any theme you wanted what would you pick?
world cultures or steampunk

1456. Of the following bands which would you be most likely to check out?


roxy music (70's glam)


the magnetic fields (current indie rock): this one


kraftwerk (experimental electronic rock)






1457. You and your boy/girlfriend have been together 6 months or longer.... One day s/he wants to go to a strip club with his/her friends to hang out. It's guys/girls night out and you aren't invited. Would you be upset by this?
a little bit, but i would try to trust him to stay faithful



1458. Can a person avoid dying if he or she does not believe in death?
no. just because you don't believe in something dosen't mean it dosen't exist



1459. If someone sings songs that they don't write and they don't play any instruments or mix the songs or have any creative input at all..Are they a musician?
not really



1460. What do the following stand for:




html?
hypertext markup language


faq?
frequently asked questions


fao?
food and agriculture organization


imho?
in my honest opinion


hiv?
human imunodiffeciancy virus


aids?
acuired imunodeficiancy virus


r&b?
rythm and blues




1461. What does the world owe you?

the chance to make something of myself


1462. Do you read plays and books or just get the cliff notes?
depends

1463. What do you want to get out of life?
everything i can





1464. Do you know what is really important to you?
usually



1465. What trend has been getting on your nerves lately?
so many!!!!!!


1466. Do you forgive yourself when you make a mistake?
sometimes




1467. What tiny little very small thing has made you hugely happy?
i lit a match and candle!!!!




1468. Can you read body language well?
sort of

1469. Do you look people in the eye when you talk?
i try to



1470. Do you notice if they aren't looking you in the eye?
yes


1471. Are you alert to opportunities?
i try to be





1472. Puppet Yoda or digital Yoda?
PUPPET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



1473. Do you look like the person you want to be?
a little, but there's still work to be done



1474. Do you behave like the person you want to be?
i try to





1475. Some children were asked 'how would you make your marriage work?' One child, Ricky, age ten, said: 'Tell your wife she looks pretty, even if she looks like a truck.' Is this good advice?
sort of. you should love your wife regardless of what she looks like, but you shouldn't lie




1476. Do you visualize your goals and dreams?
sometimes

1477. 4x + 3 = 15



What is the value of x?
3


1478. Do you keep yourself organized?
NO



1479. Does anyone really win an argument?
not really



1480. Have you ever had champagne?
yes. it's gross



1481. Do you strive for perfection?
not really



1482. Name one thing you understand.
horses



1483. Whatever it is are you afraid of it?
not afraid so much as cautious and careful. but you should be when you're around an animal 3 times your size



1484. Do you dislike being told what to do?
yes



1485. If you had a cat would you have it declawed?
no



1486. Do you prefer lobster, clams, or crab meat?
crab meat



1487. What do you think about guys who don't wear underwear?
it's gross



1488. What do you think about girls who don't wear bras?
ewwwwwww




1489. Do you ask for what you want?
sometimes



1490. What are you against?
lots of things


1491. How many notes does your diary have?
not sure



1492. Ace of Base or Enya?
both




1493. What makes you feel awkward?
watching people make out



1494. Have you ever been to teenopendiary.com, and if yes, how does it compare to opendiary.com?
nope


1495. If you were going to switch to another diary website, which one would you go to?
IDK



1496. Do you believe that certain books should be removed from high school libraries?
mabey a couple



1497. How do you feel about gay and lesbian marriages?
i'm cool with it



1498. Can you rearrange the letters in your name to form any other words(check here if you aren't sure http://www.wordsmith.org/anagram/)?
fate sine



1499. What is the sexiest moment in a movie?
IDK



1500. Do you have a favorite stand up comedian?
jeff dunham or david lynch
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in memory

it's been a bit of a rough weekend. I found out Friday night that a girl I volunteer with was murdered by her boyfriend on new year's day. her funeral was Friday, and i'm really upset about it. I liked her from the moment I met her. she was kind and friendly and brave. i don't think she had a mean bone in her body. she will be sorely missed.
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